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I’ve noticed in the last year or so that I’ve become quite masculine in my attitudes and demeanor. I wonder if this has to do with the fact that I’ve been living with two men for the last year or if because on some deep seeded level I tend to consider independence/self-sufficiency as a masculine trait. Something to think about.

The prospect of tomorrow night finds me both fabulously excited and utterly terrified.

In other news, elephants!

This is a gift from the universe. Unlike the other aces, the Ace of Wands is bestowed by human hands, indicating a facet of the universe more sympathetic to the human condition. In some ways this is the kindest, most generous gift of the aces. It is the beginning of everything–the spark of life. It is also the gift of will, of inspiration, of action, of passion, of courage. This illumination from the heavens is the start of all our ideas and projects. It is about a connection to higher planes, a focus of will, and the ability to achieve goals.

You are at a propitious point. You are given a gift. Take advantage of it with confidence and gratitude.

-The Gilded Tarot

In the meantime, the musical stylings of Love.

Yeah, said it’s all right
I won’t forget
All the times I’ve waited patiently for you
And you’ll do just what you choose to do
And I will be alone again tonight my dear

Yeah, I heard a funny thing
Somebody said to me
You know that I could be in love with almost everyone
I think that people are
The greatest fun
And I will be alone again tonight my dear

Candy says I’ve come to hate my body
and all that it requires in this world
Candy says I’d like to know completely
what others so discreetly talk about

I’m gonna watch the blue birds fly over my shoulder
I’m gonna watch them pass me by
Maybe when I’m older
What do you think I’d see
If I could walk away from me

Candy says I hate the quiet places
that cause the smallest taste of what will be
Candy says I hate the big decisions
that cause endless revisions in my mind

So I was going to wait until the new year to start this thing up again. I needed a break. Needed to put some space between me and the internets.

But now’s a good a time as any, isn’t it?

Pity me, I just bought a ton of Rush songs.